How do you define that??

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I saw that bus guy again this morning in the bus and i can't help smiling like a silly little girl lost in her own world suckling on her lollipop.

I din give him my number obviously but he?? what did he give me in return??
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BUTTERFLIES in my tummy....heheh...

How can i not get smitten? Looking at that eyes like a puppy dog? That toussled messy black hair? That fair skin? And those small ears?? And oh..oh that cute small nose that gets red all the time?? Hai...Good looking guys normally comes with a very high price...and this one? I'm not going to be even pinning hopes on...he mite be jolly well attached....like i said before, with a face like that, why not right?

So now.....for all these whole time, i anticipate every Fridays. That's when i get dizzy...and that's when during that 30 minutes bus ride, i am once again 'ShaSha' all over again. Only 30 mins to be me now..but takes forever to find me again.

And now as i'm typing away, i can't seem to get that dreamy look of his off my claustrophobic mind. How unfair...

This is yet another wishful wish of mine - To go up to him and pass him my number and expect miracle. Truth is however, it might never ever happen at all. I got all clammy handed and shitty-i-wanna-die-now feeling in the bus. How can i ever smile his way when each time i always almost trip and about to fall flat on my face?

I wish, i wish, i wish...i'll bump into him again at 7-11 someday. And i pray i pray so hard something...sparkles over..Like glitter dust over the rainbow's ends.

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heeeeheee



Woah....a month have passed since i last poured my penny thoughts in here.



Been uber busy and i like it that way even though i'm sick every week. Still, I try to make time for everything and everybody i have. I'm still a bit weak in the sense that i run home straight after work and that by taking a cab daily is burning a BIG hole in my pocket.



But, i'm halfway there =)



With classmates that make me laugh and one who teaches me things patiently for my stupid Business Statistics and able to make him go back home on the train again, what more can i ask for at the moment right? And going home even makes things perfect...seeing my nephew giggle and talking to him sure helps relief that little stress in me. And having my parents as best friends...i'm blessed. When i'm at work, colleagues who talk me into doing insane things and matchmaking me lift my mind of a horde of gazillion problems i have in my life. I haven't laugh like this...feels like yester year....



I get surprise phone calls from unexpected friends like Marha and Charlene whom i don always getta hang out with. It's true, i'm no longer the same ShaSha as i was saying in most of my posts...I feel like i've lost my Yeah-Yeah sistas. I don blame them obviously coz it's me who chose this silly path. I miss Liza of coz wihtout a doubt. Through this post, i'm giving her a hug she hasn't gotten from me for months now. "I love you alright...hang in there if you still care..."



Dee and Dira?? Both busy. I can't bug them coz one's getting married and the other's busy with school, work and boyfriend of coz. As for me...life's a bit of a breeze lately. Eye candy of boys.



There's this guy whom i occasionally bump into near my home area and i swear to god, he's the cutest thing i've laid my eyes on. What on Earth is sucha cutie doing in my neighbourhood?? Help?! I can't help salivating like a despo in the bus the other day and i amost fell on the lil step thing while trying to get a sit right at the back. Secondly i must have looked like shit coz according to people, what i wore yesterday looked purely like 'an apron'. Goodness.



I'll pluck up the courage and pass him my number next time before alighting. hahah...bet he's taken coz he's so good looking! But oh well, no harm just staring without touching right? =)



Oh what about that Mr Nobody?? Nothing has happened yet..hahha..all my colleagues found out for me was he's........................................................
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21 years old!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And...single!!!!

That look...21?? i almost died of sheer heart attack. Suddenly all the boys who evolves around me are 21's and i won't be damn surprise if that cute bus guy is of the same age. Me, destined for a toy boy???? I'll be so like Samantha from Sex and the City!!!

Oh.My.God.

*smacks*

Well, i look like a panda badly these days. My colleague said that i'm the most perfect candidate for an eyebag removal ad. Geee...so much compliments. What else eh......oh any idea how much the Guess charm bracelets are?? I'm getting...maybe a few for special friends.....Unlike Seri of coz who got a Tiffany and Co one from her beloved. *bluwek with envy*

I just came back from downstairs at the bazaar flea market thang. I bought this Chanel bag which is white for mere $20 and an LV pencil/make-up case for $10. Cuteness! Can't get the real thing, might as well settle for these few first. Wait till i have saved enough..i so want that Chanel bag of my dream...*dreams away...*

Gotta go peeps..might be a while to my next post. No longer own the Net. Been passed back to the rightful jerky(macam beef jerky...haha) owner. And so maybe i can always pop by the CC nearby for along Net session.

Meanwhile, i love you all.....i swear to god. Muacks!