Went out with the crazy colleagues after work yesterday....i was myself for that while...and i went to Orchard. =) Getting there i pray..

We took Neoprints and laff like little school girl lost in LaLa Land...even rolling around in the booth if i remember..haha

Hey how come i can't put pics up here?? I wanna show u how funny things look like these days...

Today..i hate Mr.Nobody. I dunno why...

He walked into my shop this morning with his bestie gal pal...and he DIN EVEN look at me...its just as if i was plain invisible...Did he mistake me for a customer too? Can't be...see..i told you i can't pin hopes on guys..they all sucks..

And i reckon Mr.Nobody is just like the rest...Maybe...I guess i'm just wee pissed...

I should stop oogling at all guys..

Boo



Nope...din see Bus Guy this morning...sucky as shit...when im dressed to the nines today despite having freaking periods and not much sleep..Duh..

And i haven seen Mr Nobody for ages it feels...its alternate weekends..whaddaya expect right?

On a more fun date, i went out last minute with my dear Marha yesterday to Orchard. Yupz. I went to Orchard. (but i looked down) Basically it was girly fun shopping and chit-chats of coz. I miss her and of coz i love her. Marha is a genuine friend and she keeps me laughing like my old self when i'm out with her. And so i ended up buying that $40 gladiator sandals that everyone is wearing this days cept that it's a high cut one. Love it =)

And oh...she made me eat her merigues she made...haha..and i crushed it to the ground before it even managed to pop into my mouth...its good ya noe..Marha and her bf can bake good brownies. Bet they'll set up a shop too someday...

Well...that's it folks...and Sharifah...cetain things are hard to tell. There's reasons why my blog is made known only 2 two peeps this time...



Means nothing?? Nah..i've been uber busy crap as usual..and well, when ur uber busy plus tired, you just ain't gotta the mood to blog. What's so interesting about me this days anyways? Well, first up, i've changed the URL for this. Why you may ask? It's just that i feel in life...u sometimes gotta choose very hard. And so there are certain peeps you gotta let go..peeps who weren't meant to be in any part of your life but made to under weird circumstances. Peeps called 'friends' but never did do anything for you....so well, ive decided to erase some of them from my life completely.

Call me nuts...but i reckon it should be better. I pray..and i hope..

Well, lemme just some of the things i did in the 1 month i've gone missing. (Psst..i'm using my work place free wireless... =) haha)

I went out with Charlene a coupla times. Finally got her the charm bracelet from GUESS and thank god she loved it so. She even embarrassingly flashed it at the poor Sakae Sushi waitress for goodness sake ok..next month i'm gonna get one for myself and my mum. It's really pretty. It's gold and have a coupla hearts charms around it =)anyone else wans it?

And guess what else? At 24, i finally got my 1st 2 credit cards...YEAH!!!! Beaming like mad lor..even though its only miserable amount to spent, it's still my truly OWN credit cards. Haha..My VISA and Diners. Awesome...

What else...oh school only startin on the 8th..so i can spent the remaining days lazing around, baking and oogling at guys. Thing is there's no guys. In fact, lemme correct that. There's ony 2 guys - Bus Guy and Mr.Nobody. Duh....Oh oh...talking about Mr Nobody =)

My dear colleague went to check a few things frm his colleagues for me~!!!!! Well, she found out that he's painfully shy, he's 21 (shut up you all ok?? Don laff...grr). he's a computer genius, a bit of a home nerd, he loves his job and best part is, they even agreed to matchmake me to him!!!! Hahahahaa....*lol* Am i smiling now?? Yupz..wide enough...but errr...i don wanna pin hopes...i mean what if he rejects the whole idea right?? That's gotta be super red-faced situation. And his colleagues don wanna scare him too...Plus, why would he pick me, a 24 year old gong2 girl from space who behaves like an orang utan when there's thousands of pretty faced 21 year olds..right? =(

And another thing they said about me? "That sweet pretty girl"...hahha...i can't help but laugh alot when i heard all those..really! Well, maybe Allah did hear my prayers each single night and he don wan me to be so burdened and lonely. I pray some miracles will happen...it's all gonna be new again...but i don wanna try so hard this time..i mean i'll of coz work and effort but not to that extend ever again....

Hmmm...what else??? Only Seri and u Sharifah noes this web ad..so DON SPREAD IT W/O MY PERMISSION..thanks..i realised that now, i spent everyday with my family...and i don even go out anywhere. The furthest i'll go is Causeway Point with Lene coz i don wanna bump into people yet. When i go out with my mum, the furthest i'll step my foot to is Westmall. I still get heart burns if u all noe what i mean..i'm not the strongest hence i always pray to him above. I need guidance and directions given to me.

It broke my heart when my mum said to me the other day, "Kak...kau pon ader hak untuk happy tau.." but what can i do...i still tear up once in a while...i don log in to friendster as often coz i'm scared. My ears rings....still. I can't wait for 2 years...i pray it'll all be gone and be far away memories.

Tomorrow's Friday. Yeah..Bus Guy...but what can i do apart from staring? Nothing. I'm pathetic. I did try to smile but it all came out a mere crack at the sides..sheesh...i sucks. Then again, his is a worser case coz he's far too good looking compared to Mr Nobody. He won't even look at me i reckon and hes probably attached. Too cute and too everything...just perfect to look at...whereas Mr Nobody is plain and simple...just my other type of guy ya noe..well...i think we'll just pray and see what happens huh? hee...

Sharifah, next Tues nak kluar?? Aku turon Yishun k??? And Seri....i dunno whatta say apart from thanks...i dunno why. I dream of u so often. And i think we share the same birthday, that's why...and i also think you look out for me constantly....

Meanwhile. gotta go...eat my instant lunch and sleep a bit....I love ya...

*PS/Sharifah...baru aku tau aper Aqua Doodle tu...haha..