Nope...i've not been on a hiatus mode....it's just that i've been a wee bit busy....school and work have finally taken its toll on me. I was on a freaking 5 days leave last week and unfortunately i fell sick on the 2nd day...how pathetic rite? Good part of being sick? Boyfriend's pamper....bad part of being sick? Not enough rest and sleep....and constant grumpiness....Shucky....

Erm...so where do i start eh? Ohkay...let's see....i caught up with a few of my fave people. I met up with Dee on Monday for an early lunch. Yupz...i haven met this girl for the longest time in my life. I guess this truly applies for me and her....we have a true love-hate relationship for the rest of our lives. Scareeee....anywhow, we ate at Qiji and we managed to share some bits and pieces of our now life. How cool does dat sound? She's married and i'm single? How juicier can things get? Blah....I can't imagine this BFF of mine having kids some day...most likely i'll be the one getting all psyched up getting her the kid's Converse and baby stuffs...planning baby showers etc....Things could get more interesting in life later....god knows..if i have kid's someday, our kid's could perhaps even date!!! Well...i don mind my kid's dating Ah2's kids either...hahaha... berangan ikit....

For dinner, i met my ever so beloved Ah2 for our monthly Sakae Sushi session...this time, it's at Borders. =) Salmon makes me beam...wat else! Haha....I don have my cables to upload pics and furthermore i'm using Boyfriend's lappy at his shop for this post =[

Ting is, whenever Ah2 is with, she always comes up with the most ridiculous tots ever!!! Have you guys ever seen the "GOT MILK" advertisement in mags?? The one where stars drink with milk stain on their upper lips?? hahah...Ah2 and me came up with this very obscene thoughts. Imagine your partner (a guy obviously...duh) were to squirt/cum/shoots off his load in your mouth, the advertisement in porn magazines will hence have to be changed to, "GOT CUM" haha......this will obviously occurs when the girl licks her upper lips or when the guy does it on her face...errr...ohkay gross joke....never mind if you can't figure how that is done..just blame your non imaginative brain cells. =)

This bestie of mine.....either she's always horny (like me..ahem...) or she's just out to make me laugh and pee in my pants constantly. Can you imagine this other scenario? We were at the traffic light waiting for the green man....when she said, "Hot ah Sha.....". So being the ever so bimbotic self me, i replied, without thinking much, "Wan me to blow ya Ah??" Which at that instant her face lit up and she responded, "Blow me harder??"

hahahahahha...stoooopid girl....anyways, she doesn't have a dick..how do i blow her? Blah!

Ohkay ohkay....no more gross inside jokes...and so i went to Sentosa on Tuesday with my dearest Boyfriend. It's our first time here outing and playing with the waters. And boy, did we have fun. He swam...i didn't =) By the way, it's been ages since i last played with the waters here or walked along the shores of Tanjong beach and geesh..the place just got fucking dirty. Initially i thought i stepped on some dog's poop....but when Boyfriend started scrubbing my toes, he found out that it's actually oil spills!!! The poor boy of mine even ended up with some patches on his face and ears...and i had to scrub it for him....


Taken from his file... =) I think somehow he have more pics taken in his camera than mine. The rest of the other pics are in my Facebook. The connection here sucks. Not only here...even at Far East. I was blogging so happily until in got disconnected and half of my original draft were gone in a flash.

And these below are some of my pics....

2 whales stranded on the beach...call the World Wildlife Foundation anyone??? tak eh???

See.....my Boyfriend do loves me..... =)

2nd May (edited)
Things have been quite a rollercoaster of late. Like yesterday, we celebrated Shaun's birthday. The sweet sweet cousin of his gave us a treat at California Pizza. We got him a skateboard foiled balloon and a cake from Prima Deli. Anyone would love Shaun i tell ya all. He will not only make you feel welcome...but he's one of the NICEST people i've ever met. His girlfriend, Aisyah? The sweetest girl i've ever spoken to. Overall, i always laugh soooo much when i'm around Shaun.

The boys of BNS.....(L-R: My Boyfriend, Hafiz, Shaun, Fahmi and Lee)

Same buncha peeps with me being an extra.....pardon my dress if it looks like a curtain to ya all...


The HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY......stay happy always........may you be blessed with the best of everything coz a nice person like you deserves nothing but always the best =)



I'm soooo upset and stress......Mum is one thing and YOU're not even here. All i needed and all i wanted was a hug or a soothing call from you....and yet there was none??? So much for you loving me in the morning.........i'm hurt..........Okies......i'm crying............this sucks!



Hahaha...like finally i've decided to change my skin...........lawa tak?? Boyfriend says i MUST be happy and so did Ah2...and hence my new skin represent the state i'm in...rainbow and pretty much happy =) Happy than ever before.....thank god.....



I'm HIS....it's official even though he stated it in Facebook quite sometime ago...but with this, it really sealed the deal. Not that i'm a materialistic twit who cares about fanciful gifty items and lust after the best.....B gave me this Vestal watch as a token of his love for me. And according to him, i'm the ONLY ONE IN SINGAPORE wearing this!!!! How super duper damn cool!!!! (well apart from Sheriz his couzin's, girlfren dat is who also have the same one..but pink crsytals..) =)




I LOVE IT OBVIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We went down Sentosa on Sunday coz it happened to be both our off days. It's rare so we made full use of our much vacant day. No interruptions whatsoever too. Well, i'm quite tired to jot down every single itsy bitsy detail and i don wish to be long winded. Furthermore ALL of you knows how Sentosa looks like already especially after i blogged about it in one of my posts where i hung out with Ah2 the whole day on dat lil island....








We 'discovered' this place! it looks so serene doesn't it?? so peaceful too...for a minute we felt like this was somewhere else instead of Singapore....ni lah org jakon tknah kluar negeri..watta do? haha..macam kampong pon ader kan????

And ooohhhh!!!!!!! I saw a peacock!!!!




Well the rest is of coz me cam whoring with him......the day was well spent....i adore this teddy bear of mine....he's the sweetest for now =)

I jus edited this pic just now...how cool!Ah2 recommended me this site which allows FREE photoshop and it's super easy! Welll for a non-IT savy dwit like me lah...haha



*B i sayang u nari, besok and always k silly??? Sometimes human beings are careless and thus we err in that way. Wake up calls will thus be necessary by then....something like dat....




I've got a hater on my blog....how surprising can this be? Knowing the fact that my URL is made known to ONLY a handful of people. Either this 'passerby' knows me personally or well...could be, bearing grudges against me. Like i have said upteen times...THIS IS MY BLOG, MY SAY, MY FAIRYTALE.If i am deem as a desperado is your pathetic little eyes, let me be. Why do you have to pass such a callous remark onto me? Do i know you that upfront that you seem freely judgemental of my ways of blogging my daily life activities?
sO WHAT if i am looking for a boyfriend and seeking one for companionship? Isit wrong of me to do so? Or do i have to seek your somewhat unnecessary views on who i should be dating? Wait...or are you seething?

I am, whatever you say i am. This is my fairytale and this is the way i seek my Prince Charming. Not all fairytales have a true perfect ending and i may not be all that perfect princess you are somehow seeking or gonna be reading about. I suggest you either read this piece of entry in silence and keep the fucking comments to yourself OR you can jolly well FUCK off my page this very minute.How's dat?

I assume you DO NOT have a life of your own and hence due to the immense free time you have, you bug and poke your hairy ass into others affair. How insanely stupid can you be? Wasting time and energy like this on someone's blog and giving your two cents worth? Maybe you are deprived of attention? Tell you what, why don you go fuck your mother or a cow? Then blog about it? I'm very sure by doing so, you will achieve the target of getting readers as well as getting the attention you are very much craving for. *shrugs*

I've said my worth......unlike you over there. How moronic and imbecellic can you get after this??

Insanity of human beings do stretch far. *smirks* Nope..of coz i am not mad.........why should i be?



I just realised that i have indeed TONS of things to be blogging about. Okie...lemme start with the Boards anD Stuffs party function last week. Ooh..it turned out really cool. We played Bingo and there were top 3 prizes won. My silly boyfriend din win anything and he kicked quite a big fuss about it.He so wanted a shoe you see...nevermind B, i'll get you one new one next time k??

Hehe....Ah2 and her boyfriend came along after a while. I met Shaun's girlfriend AisyaH too. She's the sweetest girl ever! Oh i so semangat i even bought them this foiled balloon and it simply states,

"CONGRATS". It comes with free stickers so i added "TO BNS" underneath the "CONGRATS". Who in the right mind goes to a
function empty handed rite? Futhermore when it's your boyfriend's? The funniest part was at the end of it when they were
about to close..Shaun decided to deflate my balloon and guess what? Sucked on the helium....hahhaa...And as soon as he was
done with that, his voice changed to a chipmunk's!! Hahaha...i laughed so hard till i teared up...and it was passed around
from him, to Hafiz, Fahmi...and eventually to my silly boyfriend. I always laugh so hard around these boys...they can sure
come up with a thousand stupid things to do i tell you and they ALWAYS say the stupidest things!

And after that, accidentally me and boyfriend ended up double dating with Ah2 and her boyfriend. It was weirdly funny.
So after we send his friend, Fahmi home, we all headed down to Jurong Point where we watched the almost close to 1am show to
Shinjuku Incident. This show gets thumbs up from me without a doubt. It leaves my eyes glued to the screen for most scenes.
Sure i'm quite a sucker for this gangster kinda show. I got hooked ever since i last watched Young and Dangerous many
years ago and it was there that i became a fan of Ekin Cheng.And due to this, i got pretty much hooked onto most of the
Hong Kong movies. Anyways, Shinjuku Incident is pretty much a sad show. Basically from my own understandings, it states
that human beings are never satisfied with their lot. From just food and shelter, we will all eventually move on to
other desires such as branded goods and other what nots. This leads to power and recognition and even then, we will all
still never be quite satisfied with our life and we will always crave more. This is what happens in the show. =( Go watch if
you wanna know what i mean....it gets 4/5 stars from me.

Well as you all can jolly well guess, my mum threw a fit when i got home. How can i even blame her when it was nearly 4+am??
I thank Ah2 boyfriend for sending me home first and then my boyfriend. We all live in the West side meaning close to one another.
Like Ah2 stays in Jurong and my boyfriend stays in Clementi. But Hafiz? He stays all the way at Tampines!!! That's freaking
far you see.....so it was very nice and kind of him to send us home =) Thank you Chip! (hahah..)

Here's pics taken at the BNS shop.....



YupZ...DATs MY BOYFREN LOOKING pRETTY sAD...AFTER BINGO...HAHA

AND HEREs HIs GOLD LIMITED EDITION supRA sHOEs....TOO GOLD FOR ME THO...






BOYFRIEND AND ME....sLENGE GITu...


THATs THE FOILED BALLOON I GOT THEM......

DATs FAHMI sQuATTING DOWN..HEs THE ONE WHO pREpARED FOOD FOR us..AND HEs A CHEF.....supER KEWL RITE...NAH..IM JusT JAKON...pERIOD. HAHA

ALL 4 OF us.....BOYFRIEND AND AH2 GOT DIsTRACTED BY sHAuN.....

I LOVE THIs pIC....MY BEsTIE...BOYFRIEND AND HER BOYFRIEND HAFIZ....CuTE suNGGuH KAN....

AWWWW....THIs FAVE COupLE OF MINE ARE GETTING ENGAGED IN AuGusT.....



On Sunday however, i knock off early from work just to go to my BFF/frenemy, Dee's wedding at Marsiling. Okie. Nothing went
right. First up, boyfriend overslept and he was late when he came to fetch me. Secondly it was pouring and so he had to park his
bike at Bukit Timah and we took a cab down. By the time i reached there, she was already gone....well she had to go over
to the guys side and i missed her! Shucks. When i asked her mum whether she was coming back, she said yup but unfortunately
for me, my boyfriend had to do some major 'business' and he had to ask me to leave. Boy was i disappointed. =( I mean i
won't ever get to see her in another wedding gown again..........i'm still pretty upset but what can i do right? We went down
to Causeway Point and settled down and ate at Sakae Sushi. No doubt eating the sushi here ALWAYS puts a smile on my face
but the fact that boyfriend had to leave to play soccer at Siglap Secondary makes my day worse than ever. So when he send me
home, i din wanna look sad but it was just automatic. *shrugs* I'm not good at expressing things. Haiz...how i wish you could
have spent the whole day with me instead B.....instead of going somewhere.........i wonder how you're gonna make up for all
these......




My mum stopped talking to me ever since i got attached. Maybe because i'm hardly home these days. When i do get home every1's
already asleep and when i get up, most of them have already left for work......i do want to find my own happiness too and
i do hope you can let me flap my wings myself. I'm 25 and it's time i do my own things and learn to fall and mend it by my
ownself. Maybe she cares too much about me and i know she loves me. But shunning me and treating me like i'm 2 year old is a
bit too much. I should by right gain ALL my freedom by now...and the reason why i always listen to her too is because i
LOVE her alot. She's my best friend. I can't always be with her coz i have other things to do too...sometimes i don get
why she's like this. It makes me think that she doesn't want me to be happy......i don wanna be stress up again and slash my
wrist in the middle of the night and pop over 20 odd pills just to go to bed....it sucks. I do hope you understands me
someday Mak....you're the best in the mum in the world. But i'm falling for this boy and i wanna see the world with him now..

Nothing's helping that i'm having my stoopid periods too now. I haven seen my boyfriend for 2 days all coz he's busy with
work. =( On Monday he had to attend to Taufik Batisah for some endorsement thingy and today despite my off day, i can't go out
coz my mum will kill me..furthermore my tummy cramps hurts. Lucky for me i had Charlene to hang out with yesterday. I miss
dat girl. Haven seen her for soooo long. Hearts her loads!

Managed to snap these whilst waiting for the bus.





Due to my intense boredom and stress yesterday night, i made this scarapbook for my boyfriend. I haven done it in a long time
and i'm glad i still have got the groove to still do it......


I'm so fucking broke now..with so many things to settle, i still wanna go get my hair done. I'm getting it rebonded this time
peeps. Time to take off my hair extensions. It's falling off anyways. On top of that, B wants me to get my driving license
and passport done ASAP! Gulps....and school's starting next week....bah!!! Gonna be another hectic month.. AND HEREs ME.....JusT pOsING ARD WITH MY puRpLE CONTACTs...sTEp ALA MAT sALLEH sKALI sKALA..AHEM...HAHAHA





It breaks my heart reading magazine news about Jade Goody. She's just a few years older than i am and hence she has already passed away..just a few days ago due to cervical cancer. It's sad that she also had to leave behind her 2 sons....

Just last year we all read about her on tabloid magazines being all mean and calling Shilpa Shetty names on Big Brother UK...they then labelled her a racist and due to her upfront comments and views, some called her big mouth while others gave her crueler names due to her size as in weight. Never been a fan nor do i know much about her. It's just that i always see her appearing in magazines and news of a death is such a sudden thing.....

It makes me realise, NEVER TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED. LIFE ESPECIALLY. People come and go without us knowing. You may see me today or even tomorrow...but who can predict future rite? Cherish your loved ones dearly. Spend time with them if you have to even though if it's a mere 5 minutes....at least they will know you care......show them you love them always in whatever way you can coz you will never know if you will get the chance to ever say I LOVE YOU ever to them again someday.

Meanwhile, rest in peace to this girl.....one girl with the prettiest dimples i've ever seen............





FREAKING EXCITED MACAM NAK BERAK PEEPS.....

here's the deal....BOYFRIEND'S shop is gonna have official opening later and i'm invited (like of coz...duh..) And there's gonna be 1000s of people whom i dunno and i HAVE to mingle with most of them!!! *breaths in and out* Ohkay ohkay....i have NEVER done this before...and i'm always sooo00 scared of meeting new people. I hyperventilate and then get asthma??? Geesh...nah i wouldn't wanna freak the poor boy out....and furthermore if i faint i would be stealing the spotlight from him on his glorious day like this....Shaun and Hafiz will kill me i think......And Ah2?? Maybe she'll laugh at me.....

I look like i just rolled outta bed and slipped onto my mum's 80s PJs!!! And my messy2 hair.....i'll be a dead embarrassment to him sei....how eh.....hmm......nak boho so tak menjadi gitu..sucky! Whatever happened to my fashion oso i dunno....no wonder they say...once you're attached tings go wrong..in dat sense dat is...coz you no longer focus....Bah!

I'll update on Monday or wat lah....Anyways....piccies time. I took this while i was bored at BOYFRIEND shop the other day at Far East. Hahaha...





He got me this pink Teddy when he suprised me at my work place on his off day just the other day...hehe....i heart u B!! Thank you...


Tengah concentrate...hai....








B..can i be like Avril Lavigne??? I oso nak skate2 byeh??? heheh.....