Sungguh happy!! Now i can finally getta chance to blog ever after again! My bro got his free Singtel lappy finally after weeks of endless but worth it wait. *dances* But can't go and upload all the pics now..maybe tomorrow nite, my entry's gonna be packed with pics since May..now don you strawberries eyes gets sore after dat...don blame me...*guffaws*

So a word of caution, perhaps get that little bottle of eyemo by your side ready aite? Hahah...

I'm still fucking jobless if you peeps are wondering. I don understand. True the world may now be facing some economic crisis shit but how come with vacant jobs being published in the papers daily, it makes me wonder who does all that posts goes to. Don you all dare think that i'm not doing anything cept' for being idyllic at home. I have by far applied for posts at pet shops, The Singapore Zoo and even places like The Walt Disney. I am at my most pathetic and most miserable phase. It's not the best thing to stay at home far too long at my age coz parents will start to think you're useless.....and i am feeling exactly just like that now! But what can i do and who can i even blame??

My boyfriend???? Haiz....he's ALWAYS busy with his work stuffs....always with his BNS boys.....i can't whine nor am i supposed to be complaining about this. I am not supposed to make him think that i am pretty much those typical girls who gets too clingy and desperate. So there...another HAIZ...........i'm so bored, upset and all mixed up right now that i can't quite think straight. I can't always ask my beloved Ah2 out coz that sweetheart is getting engaged next month and shes all busy doing preparations now.

Ooohhhhh...i'm sooooo sooooo happy for her. Sometimes i can't help being envious of her almost perfect life...almost too good to call it a fairytale. If anyone pops by and wanna marry me someday, i will definitely say YES without second thoughts. I've always imagined myself to settled down around this age....what to do? My fate lies where it should be right as it is....if you all noe what i'm saying...

So enough of me complaining for the night. Handing back the lappy to the bro....Niteys all!